I'm Amazed

Yes, I'm aware that I'm posting a lot today but it's OK. This is what a blog is for.

Every day, I am amazed by J. I believe that we are meant to be. I saved him from somewhere he didn't want or need to be. I believe that without each other, we would have fallen. If we had never met, we would have never achieved the happiness that we needed to be whole, to be ourselves.

I realize this is quickly becoming a shrine to J but that's a good thing. He is my life and my future. I'm so mad at myself for not having realized this earlier. And I hate that it took someone else to convince me but it was needed. And I should be thankful that I realized it now. Our relationship is deep, oh so deep. We have reached a special place where only we know.

He amazes me. Every second, of every hour, of every day. He is perfect for me. He listens and understands me. He gives advice but doesn't nag. And he's brilliant. He downplays his genius but I know it. Every day I expect the dream to end, it just goes on and on. I can't wait to be married to him. He is the light at the end of the tunnel. And I believe that everything happens for a reason. All of the events in my life have led me up to this, to meet this perfect person.

I have to thank World of Warcraft and as lame as that sounds, it's true. This game is where we met, got to know one another, and decided to move it off game. It's a special place for us and we are a testament to show that WoW relationships do work out. (Danny and Shanna are another testament, grats you guys!).

So World of Warcraft has been a blessing to our relationship and many others. I'm glad that I have J. He is meant to be with me. And I am meant to be with him. Any problems that come along the way, we will work them out with honesty and openess as we always do. Thank you so much, J, for you love and your presence.