Every point that you made. I laughed. Because you don't know what in the hell you are talking about. I love how you think you know everything. But yet how little you know. Everything you said, you were mistaken. I love how you judge a person on their past. Wonder how you would judge yourself from your past. If you want to know something, the real truth, email me and ask me. So you wonder how I can look at myself in the mirror when you call yourself a mean bitch, rotten person, and judgmental? Well if that isn't the pot calling the kettle black. Makes me wonder why somebody would want to be with you. Blinded by love I suppose. I really do feel sorry for my ex. Grow up...and it's going to take awhile because you have a lot of it to do. Guess you can continue reading this blog and "feeling sorry for me" and all of that. What you say doesn't have a bearing on what I think or do. You've been entertaining up until now but now you are starting to bore me. I am so done with the back and forth. I have a life to live. I suggest you do the same. K thnx bye :)
P.S. I keep your bf's name out of it. Keep mine out of it. Cool? :p
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
You Are Beautiful
Sorry I don't have a real video. But I really wanted to put this out there. I love it. You are beautiful.
Jack Handey Quote of the Day
“If God dwells inside us like some people say, I sure hope He likes enchiladas, because that's what He's getting”
--Jack Handey
“I believe in making the world safe for our children, but not our children's children, because I don't think children should be having sex.”
--Jack Handey
--Jack Handey
“I believe in making the world safe for our children, but not our children's children, because I don't think children should be having sex.”
--Jack Handey
I Remember
I started some therapy yesterday. I cherish the memories that bringing with my ex brought. So I thought of a good way to keep the memories without fighting to keep them. I've started a list of all the things that I remember about being with him. Good memories that occurred for us both. So in this way, I won't feel the need to fight to remember them. It might seem like this method would bring more memories on...but I think it's working, I feel less stressed once I write these memories down. That way, I will always have them but they won't have to be in forefront of my mind. Just like we talked about baby!
I wouldn't list them here because the list is absolutely huge and ongoing for the time being. These memories encompass seven years so it's no wonder the list is so huge and so long. But I will keep this list. I might not look at it often...but it will always be there. Like a part of him will always be with me.
And now for a private service announcement:
And yes, I read your blog. That's no secret. As you read mine. When I read something that makes me mad, I don't lash out. Makes me wonder. Anyway, you have no idea what was said in me and my ex's life. You don't know the conversations, things that were said, feelings that were had. And you will never know and you will never understand. And I wouldn't expect you to understand. Not sure what your problem is. You have what you want, so why do you insist to soil my memories and what I have. You have your life and it's totally separate from mine. And mine is separate from yours. I realize this. There's no need to get your panties in a bunch. I'm not in a competition with anybody. So I have no idea why you are acting like I'm competing. I'm writing what I feel. That's what a blog is. Just so you know, I will continue to write about what I feel. Like I said, if it offends anybody, just don't read. And this is my therapy, if anybody, I would think you would like me to get over him the most. So you stick to writing about your life and I'll write about mine.
Focus on your own life please. The life I focus on is mine and my past. I'm chilled out and you should be too! So yes, I repeat, I loved my ex's son. The things that we did and said concerning him, were done when we were young and that's how we rolled. Once again, I don't expect you to understand. We were a family. No, not anymore, but I recognize what I had in my past. I lost that, I don't have it anymore. But I have my future. But that doesn't mean I have to totally forget my past because it makes me a part of who I am. In the end, what I write doesn't matter to your life. It shouldn't matter to you how I feel about him or anybody else. Just know that he loves you. So just chill out, read my blog, and enjoy your life, and mine too since your reading. Have a great day! :)
I wouldn't list them here because the list is absolutely huge and ongoing for the time being. These memories encompass seven years so it's no wonder the list is so huge and so long. But I will keep this list. I might not look at it often...but it will always be there. Like a part of him will always be with me.
And now for a private service announcement:
And yes, I read your blog. That's no secret. As you read mine. When I read something that makes me mad, I don't lash out. Makes me wonder. Anyway, you have no idea what was said in me and my ex's life. You don't know the conversations, things that were said, feelings that were had. And you will never know and you will never understand. And I wouldn't expect you to understand. Not sure what your problem is. You have what you want, so why do you insist to soil my memories and what I have. You have your life and it's totally separate from mine. And mine is separate from yours. I realize this. There's no need to get your panties in a bunch. I'm not in a competition with anybody. So I have no idea why you are acting like I'm competing. I'm writing what I feel. That's what a blog is. Just so you know, I will continue to write about what I feel. Like I said, if it offends anybody, just don't read. And this is my therapy, if anybody, I would think you would like me to get over him the most. So you stick to writing about your life and I'll write about mine.
Focus on your own life please. The life I focus on is mine and my past. I'm chilled out and you should be too! So yes, I repeat, I loved my ex's son. The things that we did and said concerning him, were done when we were young and that's how we rolled. Once again, I don't expect you to understand. We were a family. No, not anymore, but I recognize what I had in my past. I lost that, I don't have it anymore. But I have my future. But that doesn't mean I have to totally forget my past because it makes me a part of who I am. In the end, what I write doesn't matter to your life. It shouldn't matter to you how I feel about him or anybody else. Just know that he loves you. So just chill out, read my blog, and enjoy your life, and mine too since your reading. Have a great day! :)
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Jack Handey Quote of the Day
“Why do people in ship mutinies always ask for "better treatment"? I'd ask for a pinball machine, because with all that rocking back and forth you'd probably be able to get a lot of free games.”
--Jack Handey
“When you die, if you get a choice between going to regular heaven or pie heaven, choose pie heaven. It might be a trick, but if it's not, mmmmmmmm, boy.”
--Jack Handey
--Jack Handey
“When you die, if you get a choice between going to regular heaven or pie heaven, choose pie heaven. It might be a trick, but if it's not, mmmmmmmm, boy.”
--Jack Handey
I miss Two :(
I have been thinking about my ex's son more and more lately. I miss him a lot. I grew to love him as much as my ex did. I saw him grow up from the cutest chubbiest baby to a respectful young man. (He's not that old but he had to grow up quickly so I call him young man.) I remember when we went to get him for the weekend and he didn't want to go back home. I loved spending time with him, rollerskating, shopping, and Christmas's were the best.
I know I will probably never see him again. Who knows, I might see him around in the Ville. It's not such a big place. If he sees me and recognizes me, I'd be excited. I no longer have a volatile relationship with his mother so I don't think she'd mind if I said hi. I'll keep an eye out for him on the high school football team and will be rooting for him. For seven years he was a part of my life so it's as impossible to put him aside as it is my ex.
I hope he's doing well. He's loving little boy who I will never forget. My favorite picture is still one of him grinning with a chubby face leaning on the edge of the bed. People always thought I was his mom when we were out and after a while we stopped correcting them. Ahhhh good memories to hold onto.
I know I will probably never see him again. Who knows, I might see him around in the Ville. It's not such a big place. If he sees me and recognizes me, I'd be excited. I no longer have a volatile relationship with his mother so I don't think she'd mind if I said hi. I'll keep an eye out for him on the high school football team and will be rooting for him. For seven years he was a part of my life so it's as impossible to put him aside as it is my ex.
I hope he's doing well. He's loving little boy who I will never forget. My favorite picture is still one of him grinning with a chubby face leaning on the edge of the bed. People always thought I was his mom when we were out and after a while we stopped correcting them. Ahhhh good memories to hold onto.
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