The title of my blog is something that I'm trying to convince myself of. And it's not me I'm worried about while driving, it's other people. A friend of the family died in a car crash recently. I didn't know him well towards the end of his life but it still hit me kind of hard. He was younger than I was. Then, my mom was in a car wreck the other day. She's fine but it still kind of shook me up. Now, J is going to be driving to Florida tomorrow. I know my fear of him driving is irrational but I'm worried.
I'm not worried about his driving ability. It's the other nuts out there that I don't trust (man I sound like my dad.) I am trying not to worry, I just want him home safe. I know it's just recent events that have me like this but I'll be worried about him all the same, as I know he would be worried about me. A part of my soul lives with him. I want to be sure that stays intact. It's going to be bad enough not waking up beside him.
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